Ha! I bet you that most of us will felt very hurt when we are disposed by someone that we love. separated with them. But it is more hurt when the time has comes and we have to be separated from our BFF's that we had shared most of our life event with. Is it right ? For me, I felt it is so right.
-_-' :Weh? Que ? Apa kau mengarut ni? takde Muqadimmah dulu ker? tiba-tiba je..
Que : Haha..
Actually, today I was dedicated to write a post on how was life is like after finishing secondary school. :)
It is because, I know, most of us would be so eager to finished our studies. .. ....But, STOP ! Are you sure what did you think is the real things will happen after the times had comes? Think back dear. Listen to my story, then you will know wether I am muttering as dumb, or I will be telling about the reality you'll faced.
For whom which are as old as I am, you surely agreed this 1001 percent.
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| The times that happen before will never greet us after it happen. Make it precious. |
Aight, First of all, many students would dream a day when you can do everything as you wish, do everything that you cannot do during school time. So, I am not gonna denied it. Yes! you will definitely get it. But, when you have get the time,you will felt very sorry to yourself and your life.
Yes, it is a heavenly moments when we can do anything that we want and no one could not have to bother of what we do. But, we will be facing most of the time alone. Trust me. Until you, yourself would feel how stupid I am for not enjoying the moments before with all of of your friends, doing somethings crazy, out of mind. Talking and laughing together. study together. doing somethings naughty together with your friends. It is all it takes the precious one to have and to enjoy the moment because when the time comes, you must makes sure that you have completely ready to be alone. No more events that happen before the times would occur again after the time. Therefore, benefits our moments well. Make it precious. Just enjoy your life when you still have many people you loved around you. Students ? listen me well, Study and appreciate your time now. Don't think about other fun, just enjoy your study, don't enjoy your life much. By then, you will feel extra relief although you miss study moments, going to school and so other things, because you know, you had made it precious one.
Next, many of students also think that life after finished school is an excitement whereyou can go applying and work to earn money. It is because you had seen around, people are working after SPM. You will definitely think that it is so easy because many gets the work, why not you? But, when you have pass the after times you will realizes again that it was not that easy. Finding a work is a hell-heaven tasks. A great struggled moments we have to face before we will met the good one. I had experienced it. It was so tiring and frustrating when, we have to walk shop by shop and enter without any buying interests, but straight to the boss and ask , " Is there any job vacancy here? " or like this " Maaf tanya, sini ada kerja kosong tak?".,
Then? Do you know what is the most frequent answer for both questions is?
1. "Maaf dik, sini tak ada kerja kosong."
2. "Ada, boleh. Tapi adik umur berapa ek?"
me: 17/lepasan SPM "ouh, maaf la dik kami
tak ambil yang muda-muda, kami ambil 20
ke atas sahaja, maaf ye."
Just imagine how it feel when we was rejected ? that was the feel. So, students don't feel comfortable too early, external world is a tough world, the tougher survives.
Then, I am not very sure wether boy facing this problems too or not. But, I am pretty sure that most of the girls feel this. Know what, as we increase by age , we are more matured and we will definitely want to be loved and loved.TIPU LAH if you never fall in love or do not have crush right? people nowadays is so hard to be described separately with love. It is our nature as a human being right? so, CHILEK ~ haha
Though it is so hard exspecially to a loyal lover that love her/his crush so much. Furthermore, the crush will be going further than you. You will feel hopeless. During the time, many coincidence happen in your life, makes the memory of him/her keep repeating in your central nervous system. By that time, you will feel the real sadness, or loneliness that you never asked for before.
I myself had a crush on a guy, triple 'M' Bin 'M'. He was my own classmates Let it revealed, I am tired keepin. I was so lucky knowing him and has him as a friend, sifu, haha..but when we are heading our separate way I am suffocating. I miss him so much and I gave everything to Allah to manage things when once I know that we might not met each other anymore, But, my prayer is always send to Allah for him and for our future. I was hoping that he will be my destiny. And I am ready to let him go if I was permitted by a confirmation from Allah that he was a wrong guy for me. Aku redha . :)
So how guys? making a conclusion? O yeah make it of who you are, evrybody is a different person. everybody has a different way of thinking . I respect your view, do respect me too . That was how it goes, LIFE WAS BEAUTIFUL but, not everything about life because the life wheel will always spinning putting us up sometimes, and sometimes down. It was told yow. haha. but my conclusion here is I felt so stupid , bimbo me for not making all of the moments precious, I was too following my feeling. I didnt think rationally . I was thinking everything will be so fun after SPM. But, I was totally wrong. I regret at first, but now, although I was still regreting, but I am trying to get up, STAND and prove to people that I trust Allah S.W.T. has planned me something more beautiful awaiting for my future.
Till that guys, I got to go. Deal a right choice. yeah ! Give it all to The Almighty , then you can rest assured :"))
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