Part 1 (FORM2,3,4) : SNICKER/GEOBI EOBSEO/CAPRICIOUS/BETA/KIRITO/FAKEGD ... BLA..BLA.. HAHAH !

Assalamualaikum ! Feeling GREAT today :) How's life ? Hope that it is going very very well lah.
Today's entry will be about the crush I've mentioned in previous post. The person that makes me feel I OWN this world. But, nope,! Allah does own these entire world ;)

IDK why, but suddenly feel pretty while writing this post..haha.. -___- '' ngee~

Ya guys,see that guy behind me? he's fakers whom I'll tell about today.

Oukeyh..In the previous post, the CLUE that was so clear was given about who was that guy.

A: What clue ? I am the one who clueless now ??? :-/

Que: What clue? Ouh, sure I'll tell ya, haha..how about just read my previous post ? If you know me, sure you can make a great guess and assumption about him. If you already knows, just read ..kekeke..

Aight, let's continue, what is the first thing do you want me to tell about him ? his looks? haha ok ;)

M**** , he can be described as :

THIS IS HIM. SHOCKED? OK, SORRY IF YOU ARE ALSO CRUSHING ON HIM. (tu pon kalau kenal la)

1.  Tall
2.  Putih
3.  chinese look sometimes
4.  Tough
5.  Handsome
6.  Alim
7.  Genius
8.  capricious
9.  crazy
10.tend to make a serious jokes,haha
 
 -many more lah to described- 

That is what people usually describe him as. But, for me, I accept that I also see him as all that. But, there are extra things that makes me fall in love with him. He is AVANT GARDE because seldom to meet a guy like him. He is mysterious sometimes for me. He suit my taste after all. hee.. He is also the one that stay too long in my mind and my heart without me knowing why. Although many other boy that I had love like A**q H*****l, that UK boy, that was one year younger than me. KJoharian. My secret admire, ceh. Who know right. I am shocked when know that. I do like him, but he like was hitted by a culture shock when stay at UK. So, I decide for us to make our separate way. He was not so happy with that decision but I am not happy if I have to see that GABY again while we are on skype together. How can a boy invite a girl friend to his home when there was nobody home except, him and his younger brother ? I just can't take that. Up and down, life cycle brings me back to this guy. Eventhough I was with A**q also I remember him? Now, I realised, M is the one I loved. Others are just for fun or just the person that I liked. Not more than that.

Beta, you are the Avant Garde silhoutte.

Chronology :

It all started at secondary school as when in primary school I never knew about his existance. haha.

FORM 1:
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# weh Que, Form 1 mana dia sekolah sini lagi.. :p
#haha..A'a..That's right ! lets go to ...

FORM 2: Everything started at this time. He was a new transfered student from SMK Padang Serai. hm.. First looks seems Innocent, blur and so many unpredictable things about him. But, there is somethings with his smile. haha. This is the flashback....

As he entered, everyone startled and look at he and his father. But, a few seconds later a lot of whispering voice filled the class.haha . well, newbie. I was startled too at first, but I didnt get a chance to say anything when suddenly Teacher Chee Peck Kim, our class teacher command him to go and seat at the one empty seat of a couple seat across me , but, still beside me. It startled me again. -,-' Everyone seems eager to have a newbie as Teacher Chee had describe him as the best student which result are 'BOMBASTICK' maa..haha..After Teacher Chee's period when the exchange period time, everyone go to his place to make a friend. But me, I just sit still at my place reading my songs lyric's books. There are 3 books..One after another come to his place. Then, when all had finished there are no other go as most of my classmates have make him a friend.
At first, he look around. I am still the same sit still. But, suddenly I feel uneasy when I feel he was staring me. PERASAN. I turned back and have a conversation with Syahida if I am not wrong. Then I feel relief when I turned front back I didnt feel uneasy anymore. I make a move to steal a look at the newbie.

ERR ?!  ALAMAK !

But ! CRAP ! I WAS CAUGHT STEALING ! heartbeat beating faster as he lift his hand cross it and land his head on it while looking at me and he smile. huh! what a dumb mistakes. haha. IDK wether he still remember that moment. hehe.. Starting from that , I like him. Because of the feeling, I never have a guts to speak to him like the others although my gangs Atiqah, Azmina and other are close with him. I just add on something sometimes talking with him. And Atiqah's once told him I have no guts with him. haha. Seriously, when we are with someone we liked or loved everythings becomes awkward because we are always want to be view perfect in front of them right ? I am one of this type. :')

FORM 3 : Not many can be shared as we are separated by academics achievement. Its my fault after all. Too eager with PKBM (Pasukan Kadet Bersatu Malaysia) activities, camping, marching and other more. He still in 3 ELIT 1 after 2 ELIT 1. I going down the gradient from 2 ELIT 1 to 3 ELIT 2 . huh ! But, I dont feel too bad for that achievement where I found that many other friends that was not involved with PKBM or other cocuriculum activities also get the same results as me 4A 3B 1C . Most of us was thrown away from ELIT 1 to ELIT 2 with the same result. Me, Atiqah, Azmina, Nazihah, Syameera, Syahida, Nurin, Pink, Fatin and many more lah. Because of different classes there is not much to be share, But I do remember he always come to 3E2 to play card with other boys nearby my seat. On this year I only meet him only if Atiqah, Pink and Azmina has a planned to 'kacau' him. haha..me? I always add on things only when they launch their mission. Only because of them I can be near to him.haha. OKAY, seems there are not much. Let's skip to ....

FORM 4 : Things was like have been renewed. It happen like it start again after a couple month of long school holiday. I were never expect that my separation with my BFF's Atiqah, Azmina, Syahida and Shafika because of class registration, brings to another story. We all does choose the same stream, but I don't know how this happen my form was pull into 4SC1 where all of my girls in 4SC2. hukhuk..sad.. I am like loosing something, I dont know what to do alone. Everything was so awkward. But, then I realised that started from this I must be independent. At first , I felt so hard alone, until I barely make a same action as Kalam to asked for teacher approvel to change from SC1 to SC2 because I can't bear to live alone. Not too much time wasted, after it has become so so hard to be together with my girls, I try to makes friend with Syahmina and Aina. They was treating me good. But, when the call from boarding school was accepted, T-qah and Mina leaves me as well as Aina leaves Syahmina. Started from that, I get a new BFF's while the old never been left. Haha..melalut pulak. Back to Beta's story. Because of my choice, I end up to sit again in the same class with him. He was totally different by the image he brings on that year.Sooo... HANDSOME. *Melted* Never denied it was heaven to see him everyday until I lost my focus on studies sometimes. But, it still awkward. Furthermore, when I have to make a presentation. -tobat ketaq bakhianggg...- as he sit at the first row in the class. So, any presentation is always right in front of him.

 As time pass, me and Syahmina was 'far away but nearby only' for some feel and reasons. But, it does started up perfectly again when I was given Allah S.W.T. these awesomes new BFF's which are, NOODLES,DOODLES and POODLES. haha.. nope. They are actually, Farah Shahira, Hanim, and Zamir.
Thank Allah for giving me them. They have cured me so much. Although each have their very own deeply madly story as  well as I am. Sometimes I am jealous , because they keep smiling no matter how, while me, keep frowning.haha.. Because of them also I started to be more close to M. Always chatting with him, sings, 'merapu-ing' . THANK ALLAH ! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. They have played an important role without they knowing it.

( To be continued... )

 Make it short , I think the real story actually does started at FORM 4, however, we must not forget the begining right? This post is only until I am Form 4.

Tak kan lah Que belajar sampai form 4 saja kan? maw kena ligan dengan parang dengan Pak Cik Yusof kan? haha..

Actually , I didn't write about Form 5 event yet because I want to make it as a new entry as there was so so many beautiful things to be shared.

So, don't forget to visits this blog again for the next part of  'SNICKER/GEOBI EOBSEO/CAPRICIOUS/BETA/KIRITO/FAKEGD ' .. see ya..

WASALAM :D